I hate my kid

He's been a pain since the first day he was born. Nearly killed his mother.

Then cholic which seemed like forever.

Still he grew up in a loving household, with parents that were happy together, at the time. With a mother that was beautiful and fully dedicated to her children. She taught them how to read early on, spent countless hours playing with them feeding them healthy nutritious food, teaching them. A father who did the same.

Then around 11 the motherfucker started to change and it only gets worse every day. He's 15 now and I wish he would just leave. Just leave us alone. Our daughter is "normal". She's 13, she has some of the teenage attitude, but does well overall. We have some minor fights and good times as well. It feels quite normal. With him it feels like absolute hell.

Has anyone gotten rid of their 15 year old? Like is there somewhere I can just drop this worthless POS off somewhere for him to just do things on his own? FFS we literally stopped at two kids because the experience was so terrible with him but I had always dreamed of having 4-5 children. I always wanted a big family. Looking back I wish I did because there is no way the others would have turned out the way this dirt bag did.

Fuck him. I hate that he has my last name. I hate that he looks like me. I hate that he came from me. I hate that he has my dna. I hate everything about him and I wish he would leave and never come back.