Guys, I'm going to use either LSA or Benadryl. I have a few questions.

I want to drink morning glory seed tea, but I don't know how to make it. Or I could use Benadryl, but I don't know if I'll get the effect I want. When I use Deliriant, it's like I've smoked marijuana; I focus my thoughts intensely, I get a bit of a trip, but I feel cheerful. As for LSA, I've never used it before. I've tried dissociatives, but I know nothing about psychedelics. Right now, it's impossible for me to find LSD or mushrooms. Anyway, what I really want is for an imaginary person to come and talk to me. I want a realistic hallucination, but one that's indistinguishable from reality. I even watched a movie with a blonde girl in it, and I want to see her in real life! What should I take for this? Benadryl or LSA? And what should the dosage be? How many pills or seeds should I use?