Failed jee as a dropper now going for IISER Bhopal btech

I couldn't clear jee and I may also not get any college through jossa csab

I feel bad and ashamed and I planning to get into IISER bhopal btech as doing btech from tier 3 I don't find it worth, I mean the brand value of IISER is huge

My parents won't let me go in south india like they want me study her in North India only mainly around Delhi ncr up, even if I get rvce they will be still skeptical in sending me this far.

Bhopal is still fairly near, placements toh chahiye but IISER me placement nhi hota research ka insti hai but as they have officially introduced btech toh ab btech wala Banda toh placement hi dhundega na, idk abhi placement ka future scene kya hoga but any senior if they can shower their kind words on this and guide. I know placement ke liye skills hi chahiye wo I will work rigorously on will try for internships in better firms better on ground experience will develop inshot mehnat will do, if I get in IISER bhopal as fees is low toh loan ya Paiso ka jaada sochna nhi padega toh may be directly mai mtech kerne chale jau parents like bhej denge agar placement thora bhi dicey hua toh ya fir bhi will go for mtech or mba for sure.