i hate being shy and awkward :(

F21 here, lately i’ve been trying to come to terms with the fact that i’m shy, awkward and sensitive. i’m awkward in group photos and i’m awkward when it comes to social interaction. i try my hardest to appear more mature and put together, but i’m naive, soft spoken and anxious.. but lately, i’ve just been wanting to put that act aside and start becoming more comfortable with who i truly am, even though it is difficult. i dont know. this doesn’t make sense.