Very anxious

I’m so anxious i cannot stop thinking if ill get in or not. I’ve been waitlisted for 2 programmes. I really need this Christ has been my priority and i’m going to be shattered if i don’t get in and my parents are going to be so disappointed.

I think i know the answer to this but still- is there any clean way i can make it to the top of the waitlist or make them favour me?