my eyes are dry and hurt, does this get any worse ?

just rewatched the movie as im showing this anime to a friend, i cried so much the back of my head hurts, my eyes are dry and hurt.

i told him it will get worse from here and he doesn't believe me... i dont know if i have the heart to show him the story of Irumyuui...

i haven't read any manga, guyz, does this will get any worse in the manga after S2 ?

because like... S1 E10 was tough, then the mitty story was a jump, and now from S1 to the movie was also a good jump and well we all know how FUCKED S2 is...

should i start saving money to afford therapy ? i plan on continuing the manga after S2.

also they really like Faputa, i can't wait to see his expression when she ||RIPS HER ARM OFF||...