I hate being neurodivergent

I recently asked people here to rate my face and my naked body. WORST MISTAKE EVER. It was detrimental to my self esteem. Not only did it tore my self esteem to shreds, I also compared myself to other people here and put myself down for being ugly. And people here just love putting others down for some reason is what I’ve noticed. In short I feel ugly fat and horrible about myself. I don’t even feel like going out and talking to people anymore.