Did I even have pfs

Good day I'm new to this. I'm 27 years old and used a micro dose topical finasteride at 0.01 percent and a minoxodil blend. The minoxodil had retinoic acid azelaic acid and caffeine. I was already on test and HCG. I kept reading PFS stories while using and after the first panic attack I stopped. Keep in mind, didn't even use the finasteride for a month. I was getting better, blood work was good and symptoms were going away. Well I kept reading how to fix PFS, I tried high dose topical DHT and wound up in emerge with racing heart, headaches and it also caused depression. I didn't have any of that on or coming off. I kept trying to fix PFS instead of just staying on test