18 y/o looking up for something?

Bhai im 18F i just completed my hsc and im looking forward to do something in life im a loser and i dont think so a fresher with zero knowledge abt anything will get a good compatible jobs is there any jobs based in mumbai or Navi Mumbai i reside in thane and im lowkey confused ke abhi job join karliya phir college ka kya and college me ill go for bsc or something tech field me hi aur dekho mujhe ye advice mat dena ke ek saal college nikaal ne ke baad bheek ki internship karlu ye woh im really done with my family and i really wanna get out of this freaking thing please help guys