Risky edging

I am over 2 weeks edged and denied. I can hardly think anymore. I’m just sitting on the couch and suddenly the urge comes over me like a wave that I need to cum. I need to stroke. I didn’t even do anything and started to throb and leak. I’m so needy right now. Fuck I’m needy. I’m having to be sneaky though. There are a lot of people around. I put a blanket over my lap and let my cock poke through the leg hole of my shorts. I feel it dripping down my thigh. I am slowly running my finger up and down my cock. Feeling it throb and beg to cum. I can’t cum, I love the edge. I love feeling denied. I have reached the edge a couple of times sitting here. The people around me have no idea what I’m doing. I am depraved. I am feral. I won’t stop though. A few more edges is all I need right?