Feeling lonely

I just feel so lonely. It’s my first cycle actually tracking temps and we haven’t even been trying for very long. But I just feel so sad. I was hoping I would be able to confirm ovulation today but I haven’t seen a temp rise. My coworker is pregnant and I just have to hold it together at work. I don’t know how to manage this level of sadness and despair and anxiety about whether or not my body is functioning normally. My job involves interacting with people all day and I am just so exhausted.

All of the doctors say that there’s no reason I can’t get pregnant. I just feel so jealous and sometimes even angry at the people who had it happen so quickly. I know this is not logical and I do not share these feelings with others since I know it isn’t fair and for all I know the people in jealous of could have been trying for a long time without me knowing. I just wish it was my time or I could have confirmation that it will happen.