how to deal w this bro?

so im a first year college student and i feel insecure about this!! insecure about this!! like i look around im in 10 or 11 grade 😭😭 you wont be able to tell even if i tell you , i got my self check like hormones n shi im all good just look younger(genetics they say!) i feel socially awakard due to this and top of that i have very low facial hair and im short ... cz of this i feeel so much socially awkward and i hesitate even taking to girls{wel ofc its easy to talk to boys like comared to that} my age and sometime other ppl too and not in that way but even in my friend circle i feel like younger like yk also im shit scared all the time like i stay outta controversy even when the other person is wrong.. im scared cz the other person can beat the shit outta me 😊,, and even like im not saying that but ppl n my friends ask me why dont you a gf {btw i look like decent [idk ig i just get compliments like you look cute typo shi but how tf do i tell them that i feel this way gng]} yeah thats its ig i might sound wrong like i feel i havent putted my point properly btw thanks for reading <3