i look like a kid and it’s fkn w my confidence :D

i feel kinda insecure about this… like when i look around i feel like im still in 10th or 11th grade 😭 even if i tell my age people prob wont believe it… i got my hormones checked and all that stuff is normal, i just look younger ig

because of that i feel socially awkward… and on top of that i got very low facial hair and im short so it just makes it worse… i hesitate talking to girls my age and even other people sometimes… even in my friend group i feel like im the younger one or something

also im scared most of the time… like i avoid any kind of conflict even when the other person is wrong cuz i feel like they can beat the shit outta me 😭

and yeah people / my friends ask me why i dont have a gf… i think i look decent, like i do get compliments “you look cute” type stuff… but idk how to even explain how i actually feel

even had to explain a 11th grader that im in uni😭 shit was hella awakard