Experiencing _____ ship live time

I personally have some issues with how the development took too long, which are the reasons I do understand why that happened. I just can't imagine surviving >!Kaimon Chapter 3 fate!<live time, I think me and many others would have crashed out over it, and if done right, would have been peak storytelling, and then the last chapter hitting with >!Damon sacrificing!<, would damage most of this fandom's psyche.

Such a shame that this is how this project is getting it's closure at the moment, because even if not the whole story has been written for it, the ideas that were developed sounded soul crushing to me.