Thinking of exploring ... but not sure.

Long story short, and probably a cliche - sorry.
Living straight all my life. When I started watching porn I started to notice 'nice cocks' as much as I noticed nice girls. Lately, I get turned off if the cock isn't up to scratch... which led me to wonder about sucking a cock. Sometimes the thought turns me on, sometimes not.
Now the question: If I were to go looking for a gay hookup, knowing that it is quite likely I won't follow through, would that be too troublesome?