Ex-girlfriend was honest?

First happy to have found this community, we all share such similiar stories! I want to talk about my 19f ex-girlfriend, she was hot! Black (not that it matters) and on the pill before we started dating, honestly which dude doesn't like to hear that - no condoms, rawdog, yes! So anyways we fall in love, we fuck in the college bathrooms, we fucked outside, she liked my 4.5-inch dick I guess. THEN, I had to move back home for the summer, big family stuff blahblahblah, and this is when it started.

When I drove back to visit several times over the summer, she decided to be honest which was good? right. She confessed to kissing a guy at a party but nothing happened... Obviously I flip my shit (before I was a cuck), mad for hours on end, but we work it out. Weeks later, middle of the night she texts my phone, being honest about some dude sleeping on her bedroom - she wasn't really asking but telling me, hey this is what's happening... Like a good partner, I text back, maybe for an hour telling her how I appreciate her honesty, blahblahblah. I was wide awake anyways playing my games. Anyways, thats my proud beta moment, I was like 90 per cent sure she was getting fucked by that guy. Around after that time I started watching cuck porn and so forth, but we broke up before I could get the courage to tell her (admitting youre a cuck IRL is hard).

Either way, I am pretty sure she had fun while we dated~