Every therapist I've ever tried has rejected me first visit

I've tried twice already. Apparently just describing my family tree is too much for them let alone my actual issues. I feel like they're always judging me for being pretty but going to therapy, I always get looked up and down by some older mean woman who doesn't want to help me. If anyone wants to chat and isn't judgemental hit me up. I have literally had everything happen to me. I feel like I'm losing it. It's getting harder to just act normal when people keep making me angry.