I get grossed out by spices🙏😭

So I wanted to ask here bc im lit courius, since i was like 10 maybe 11 or smt i have lit been so grossed out by spices that you can see (almost anything but salt) like im almost throwing up when i see it in a dish, idk its weird af. And also i need to eat things like really fast (like in 5 mins) or else i will get so grossed out that i cant keep eating it and will almost thow up when i even like smell it. Btw sorry for my english 😭🙏