Today marks the 1 year anniversary of losing my dog

I can't believe it's already been a whole year, it's insane how fast it's gone by and how routine life without him already feels. I still miss him so much, he's still in my dreams, and will always be in my heart. He was a brave boy who was calm and accepting of his time. I really believe he knew, he was just waiting on us to be okay with it. He gave us one final week where he acted more like his usual self again and I'm grateful we got one last glimpse of him like that before the end.

But even after a year that pain is still raw and real. I wish he wasn't gone. Often times I get angry at his death, that it's so permanent and final. It's not fair, why can't they stay with you as long as you live your life and then you can both face the void together? Either way, the only way I can cope is by believing that we'll see each other again some day in the great infinity. I hope you're resting in peace little guy, I love you always.