I am trying to make online friends

Hy so basically I have a lot of friends (Wich I do love them) but I feel like they don’t get me like fully they are all very happy and they are so surprised when I tell them my problems..I just want to find friends that can relate to me that I can talk freely..you see from outside my life is perfect but I feel opposite of it Wich kind makes me mad to me self since I have everything but still mange to feel like this..(I don’t know how to explain this) so I am just trying to get to know people more like me..people that hide who they really are and feel too much..so basically yeah this is like my first post so I don’t think anyone will read it..but yeah..I hope you have a nice day (I am a girl and I am 15 btw)♥️