My sister was the girl that all my guy friends lusted after. She was a cheerleader, and simply drop dead gorgeous. Platinum blonde hair, a pretty face, large tits, shapely ass and legs. She took after my mother in terms of figure, although her face was prettier and mom had brown eyes and black hair whereas my sister was blonde and blue.  
  
She was 19, I was 18. I had already found my Dad's stash of Playboy and Penthouse magazines years ago and fallen in love with them. Not b/c I wanted to fuck the women in them but b/c I instinctually knew I wanted to look and act like the women in them. I hadn't found my Dad's hardcore porn yet, so there were no beautiful sexy men with their magnificent cocks and asses to look at. That would come a little later.  
  
So if the question is asked which comes first the sissy or the faggot, for me it was the sissy. I wanted to be a sissy before I knew I wanted cock. So I didn't become a sissy to get cock, I became a sissy because I wanted to be a gurl. Later on the two things just naturally went together.  
  
My sister was having her sexual awakening, and realizing her sexual power and allure. She wanted to explore that sexual power. So she started coming on to me when my parents weren't around. Flirting, coming out of the bathroom wearing just a towel, flashing bits of bra and panties.  
  
One night while I was doing college prep at my desk, she came up behind me and started rubbing her firm tits all over my back, rubbing her chin on my neck. I kept telling her to stop, but it felt good and eventually turned around and threw her on my bed and groped one of her tits, pulling down her shirt and bra I popped it out . Her tit was large and pale with a pretty pink nipple and I thought to myself "why why can't I have tits like this." She squirmed out from under me and ran away.  
  
Nothing else happened for a few weeks, then one day when my parents were gone again, she asked if I wanted to look at my Dad's Playboys with her, and I said yes.  
  
We went to his drawer and I pulled out the entire stack and she asked me to show her the girl I liked the best. I knew just the edition and when I went to the bottom of the stack she laughed b/c it was obvious I had been in it many times.  
  
So I showed her my favorite girl, Jane Lupo, but without telling her she was my favorite b/c I wanted to look like her! But with a cock clitty instead of a cunt, of course. My sister giggled b/c the centerfold's tits were huge.   
  
We looked at other magazines, and I started dwelling on the few gay phone ads in the back of the Penthouse magazines.  
  
And my sister noticed. It was those hot male bodies that were drawing my attention, and though I tried to flip through the pages as though I was just accidentally coming across them, I kept winding up there and pausing.  
  
My tiny cock was hardening in my pants and sis noticing said, "I think you are gay." My eyes flew open wide and I said "you are crazy" but my heart skipped a beat hearing those words. They excited me, it felt so wonderful to be called that. She sensed that, and said, "oh you are so gay, those photos of naked men are turning you on."  
  
Flustered I again retorted that I was so not gay.... "look at the centerfolds that turn me on!" Of course they turned me on b/c I wanted to look like them and get fucked like them, suck cock like them, but I wasn't going to say that. I wasn't going to admit to my sister that I was having my first stirrings of cock lust.  
  
"Prove it," she said. "Prove you aren't a faggot." Again her words made my heart leap. Even as she spoke I was realizing I was a faggot.  
  
I asked her how I could prove I wasn't a fag and she said "fuck me." I was still a virgin, I realized later that she wasn't.  
  
But I was so horny from seeing those gay phone sex ads, and thinking about being a gurl, I said "Ok, if that is what it takes to prove to you I like girls."  
  
She said "wait here" and went into my mom's closet. A few minutes later she came out wearing my mom's light blue see through nightie, which went down to her ankles and had pretty lace accents around the breasts. She looked stunning in it, but what excited me was that this was the same nightgown I had been dressing up in.  
  
She went to my parents bed, and seductively asked "where is my husband" while looking straight at me. I said "right here" and walked over to the bed and stripped naked, exposing my rock hard though small cock.  
  
I had no idea what I was doing, but I laid on top of her and we kissed for a long time. That was very hot, our tongues in each others mouths. Eventually I started groping her firm huge tits. They felt so good but I kept wishing they were mine and I was getting groped.  
  
Then I stood up and pulled the night gown off of her so that she was laying completely naked on bed. Looking at her pubic bush I couldn't help wishing their was a cock there instead of just that flat nothingness.  
  
She looked at my small cock and giggled. "It's so tiny, is that as big as it gets?" I blushed. I suppose I was supposed to be ashamed, but I loved hearing her say that and laugh at it.  
  
Then she said, "I'm not sure your dick can do anything but let's see what your mouth can do," and she spread her legs wide and said "Eat my pussy."  
  
I got on the bed and laid down with my face in front of snatch. It was the first bio cunt I had ever seen in person. It looked weird, those pink flaps of skin, the dark little opening, the hairy bush all around it, and that strange smell. To be honest it didn't turn me on at all. But the idea of eating my sister's cunt did turn me on, so I put my mouth on her and went to work with my tongue.  
  
She was moaning and squirming so I guess I was doing a good job, but all I could think about in my head is wanting to know what it would be like to have a man eat me, and how hot the guys in those gay phone sex ads looked. The taste was bizarre and the texture too, but I stayed at it, desperate to prove I wasn't gay although I was actually becoming more gay every second I was eating her out.  
  
Eventually I heard her moan, "FUCK ME!" So I slid up on top of her, took my cock in my hand and rubbed it around where I had been licking until I suddenly found it popping inside her. She was so tight, and warm, and I could feel a mix of her juice and a little blood as I began pumping into her, going wildly in every direction and of course not getting in very deep b/c of my size.  
  
It lasted about two minutes. There was no rubber so I came inside her. She did not orgasm. I pulled out as soon as I came, a long string of cum connecting her bleeding cunt to the head of my dick for a second.  
  
Then, suddenly she jumped up ran out and locked herself in the bathroom. I went to the door and asked if she was ok, and she yelled back that I was a fucking faggot and hadn't proved anything except I didn't know how to fuck.  
  
I heard her start the shower, so I went back to clean up my parents bed, but couldn't help stopping at the pile of magazines and flipping back to the gay phone sex ads. Looking at them I got instantly hard again and started stroking myself using a little spit and my sister's cunt juice as a lube. It felt so much better to be jacking off looking at naked men than it had being inside my sister and when I came, which I did quickly I shot so much harder than I had in her cunt. That is when I knew, I really knew, I was a sissy faggot.  
  
Within a few months I was in college, and it didn't take long for me to find the adult bookstores and learn about video booths and glory holes.  Before long I was sucking cock through those glorious openings and then getting my ass fucked too.  My freshman year wasn't over when I was always dressed as a girl at home, and by my second year going out en femme on a regular basis.   
  
I became a sissy slut very quickly and decided to transition permanently soon thereafter.  I have lived full time as a cock addicted sissy ever since.  Some guys tell me I wound up looking like my sister, but a much prettier version since I have a tiny cock clitty instead of her gross cunt.  Look at the photos and tell me if you think that's true.

Sex with Sister helps me realize I am a gay sissy