I [32M] tried several times to get my dad to play with me unsuccessfully. Anyone else?

Over the years at home growing up I started to wear less clothes, leave dad/som gay porn on the family computer, and had him catch me masturbating. All to no avail as he simply sat me down and told me to be more private doing these things at home. Desperately wish he would’ve played with me. Anyone else have a similar story or more successful ones? Let me know below or in DM. Other apps open too if need be.