What goes around comes around

Was in a reltn for 3 yrs things were not going right tho but it was good and suddently things went upside down

she brokeup with me and said was never a good bf never took her out and shit(i did not a lot of times as my mom dad caught us once so i was cautious all the time)

she started spending time with a guy my frnd as they are in a grp competition and ig started dating idk as they went out on dates and all and my frnd didnt tell me shit
she asked him out and he said wait as he had a gf too
she went out to a city for a competition and things happened there(uk what im sayingg)
i was broken completely and the guy she was with ditched her
she came back to me and said lets come back and i declined clearly

was living under a rock i felt as my 2 close people just fucked me and i had no idea

my frnd started spreading fake narrative against me that how i was the prblm and also started shaming her to clear his img

we had alot of brkups in 3 yrs mean small ones and we used to comeback all the time but this time she had made up her mind and blocked me like for weeks as she forgot me and was with him the whole time

told me that she likes him while breaking up and i dont know if this is the only real reason to breakup

i had my faults i wont lie was lil bit scared of my parents as they caught us once and threatened me so used to go out little but we used to go on dates not like staying home continuously

so yeah im over this shit now but im the one who feels the guilt even after all this as she said that no one talks to her the way they used to i msged her on this to stay calm and chillout

but realized the persson doesnt gives a fuk bout me and didnt even considered to ask me how tf iam so yeah thats it heh