I need help

Failed suicide attempt yesterday. I don’t want to die, I don’t know what I’m doing.I’ve been seeing a psychiatrist for the last few months, but recently I stopped taking my tablets and stopped going.After my breakup I feel very down and tired of everything. I got addicted to drugs after love. Because of that I have almost zero friends now.It’s just me, my room, and my laptop. I want to stop this. What should I do?