Relapsed but it actually opened my eyes ?

Hey guys. Was a daily smoker for around 5 years, only stopped once for 2 months because of CHS 3 years back.

Recently went on a trip to Dominican Republic and I used it as leverage to quit smoking weed daily. Planned originally to take 3 weeks completely off from it and I would've started smoking socially afterwards.

Yesterday was day 11 and I relapsed but it didn't feel good at all. Weed didn't work like before and couldn't give me free dopamine: everything was still boring. It actually made me super depressed for a moment and I had to chat with Claude to clear my mind LMAO, actually amazed at how well it pulls philosophy lessons to help treat depression symptoms.

Good thing I bad tripped on my relapse. Now writing this post not having any cravings whatsoever and I feel like I kinda ascended ? Like I realized that weed doesn't truly make me feel good about what matters truly.

Anybody relapsed and it has helped them ?