Am I the only one?

In my early years I was kinda ashamed of it being judged my girls for it being a creep or something.

But now I've established a good relationship for a couple of years it's basically been normalized that my girlfriend never showers or changes her panties before we go to bed.

When we have sex, mostly in the evening I can always see her gooey gusset and smell and taste what her day was like.