I feel worthless

I am depressed and I feel like I deserve it even if I don’t know why, I haven’t done anything that justifies my being a state of justice. Even though I have parents who love me and vice versa, I feel like I’m giving them false hope for my future and I don’t want to make them sad. Even in college, I’m surrounded by really nice people and yet I feel like a piece of shit among them and I’m fed up with this feeling, I can’t take it anymore. In any case, it feels good to confide in each other and I sincerely hope that we will all get through this.