Hemorrhoids a fcking shi

Wow, I just survived that shitty experience. I am in the bathroom, sweating bullets. The fact that I am a middle class citizen in the Philippines with 42° temperature in the late of  April, DOESN'T help at all.

I thought that my hemorrhoids finally healed after 2 weeks of not experiencing uncomfiness in my anal canal. But NO, I'm very wrong. As a normal civilian, I suddenly felt like defecating. And so I went in the bathroom with my phone in the hand not expecting any discomfort.

But as I was in the process of doing the last process of digestion, it smelled like blood, and as I looked there's a lot of blood. And suddenly, my stool felt like a fucking big iron tube that's stuck in my rectum.

I was calling all of God I know that can help me. Was totally questioning my entire existence. My God, as a female, this adds another reason as to why I'm never getting pregnant. I felt like my veins gonna pop by how hard I was bearing down.

Learned my lesson, never sitting on the bathroom for a long time, and will fcking drink water like I'll perish without drinking every hour (it's real)