Btao kya karu main😭?

So i (18F) like a boy (20M) we have been talking for almost 2yrs

And I recently felt that i liked him..(i mean lag rha tha I like him for many days but I wasn't sure) later I told him..

He was kinda shocked like why suddenly and all.. our friendship has always been flirty type shi (I wasn't interested in him before and we both were joking Abt the flirty thing not like serious or shi)

So after i told him he said ki "dekh LDR is very hard I have been in LDR and I really think it's not worth it.."

I asked why not

He told me he likes me too but also

He said "I have been cheated by my partner"

Toh i asked him phir kya chaiye bta he said" i don't want a relationship now.. plus you're too good for me"

I was like bc 😭 phir chahta kya hai

I keep asking him why not why not

He said" you won't understand LDR is so hard to maintain

Plus you're going to clg this year Tujhe time nhi milega

Plus i don't know if I'll ever come to your city so what's the point?"

idk man kya karu ab please koi advice dedo 😭😭