Before Darkness.

I Write Down Some Of The Best Memories.

My Memories.

Rather If I Am Alone Or Spending Time With Loved Ones. If It Is A Small Moment I Find Healing,Or A Moment So Special I Don't Want To Forget.

Detail In Detail.

Writing Everything Before It Slips Away .

Before I Forget Everything.

That Is The Problem. Forgetting.

My Memory. My Brain. Is Like The Missing Piece's To A Puzzle You Can't Solve Without. It Feels Like Time Slips Away From You Like Quick Sand.

The Faster Your Mind Slips,The Faster They Soon Disappear.

All Before Darkness Hits.

Blank. Nothing. Emptiness.

I Don't Remember Most Of The Life I Lived.I Don't Fully Remember My Childhood Just The Parts That Ate Away What Was Suppose To Be "Childhood". I Been Told Things In My Life, I Don't Remember.

Age 5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12,13,14,15,16 And So On. From My Child Years To My Young Adulthood Life. It's Sad And Frustrating To Not Have Any Memory Of Most Of Your Life.But I Learned To Live With It The Best I Could.

I Live In A Body That I Don't Understand Yet.Even After Years Of Knowing Something Was Wrong With Me.

A Mind Of Lostness In A Thunderstorm.

I Can Feel Them.

My Memories Slipping Away.

I Can't Tell Which Ones, But I Know They Are Fading.

Mind, Thoughts, Memories, Time .It All Slips Away Like It Was Never There. Cause It Wasn't. It Was Never There If You Have No Idea It Was There To Begin With. In A Way You Lose Parts Of Yourself And It Makes You Crazy For Awhile.

To Have Pieces Of Your Life Lost Forever. To Have Them Be Said By Another Person,Or From Your Gallery That Was Once Yours. You Frown And Try To Think Hard ,Too Have Your Brain Jump Start . They Have A Memory Of A Time You Can't Remember Or Recall.

It Feels Like Your A Stranger.

A Stranger In Your Own Body.

A Stranger In Your Own Mind.

Places You Been Too, Aren't Familiar Like It Was Your Very First Time Being There . A Certain Year, Month And Day Described To You Was Lost Before Darkness Caved In.

People In Your Life You Knew,Close With,Family, Ex Lover, First Love,Even Your Best Friend's Are Strangers In Your Book. Almost Like Having Amnesia That Never Goes Away.

So I Started Writing My Memories Down.

I Look Back To Relive A Memory I Remember Sometimes. Most Times I Don't At All,But Glad To Look Back And Know I Can Put My Memories Somewhere. My Mind Stored In A Place I Can Revisit.

Before I Forget.

Before The Dark Hollowness Hits .

Safe Keeping Before Darkness.

-Moon.