I'm now four months sober.

It's gonna be almost a year since my SA that made me plummeted down to constant self-harm and masturbation. I guess I can say that I'm a bit happy nowadays since I've been taking meds and therapy. Remembering that day now isn't as painful as remembering it back then, and in fact I've been more open about it. I still haven't completely moved on and until this day despite all of the therapy, meds, and support there are days where I couldn't handle the flashbacks. At least, I'm slowly finding myself bits by bits.