Lately I've been too exhausted to take care of myself and I've felt disgusting. Is this just adulting lol?

I'm 22. About a year ago, I was in great shape, did my own nails every week, styled my hair, regularly dyed it a beautiful vibrant red and did my own eyelash extensions. I was able to work ten days straight or three 16 hour shifts in a row with no problem. I was going out every week and doing fun, random things. I played tons of videogames (which I loved) and painted.

Now, I've gained weight. I stopped doing my eyelash extensions to look more natural because it got me insulted quite a bit---but I feel hideous. I've stopped dyeing my hair red to hopefully lighten it when I have the money and now it's faded, my roots are growing out. I'm too tired to barely handle a 40 hour work week. I don't dress up anymore. My diet is a bit better than it was, but I'm 15 pounds heavier. I don't do my hobbies unless it's for money.

Oddly, I had way more breakdowns back then, but I didn't feel so tired. I was a year out of an abusive relationship. Now I'm a year into an incredible one. I don't have as many emotional episodes anymore but I'm just drained in every way possible.

I just feel like I've had the soul sucked out of me. I don't feel like *me*. I was so eccentric. Maybe this is just an awkward transitional phase in order to enter a far better one? I'm currently moving out of my parents' and changing jobs. I'm just tired of feeling so tired.

Looking for some words from other ladies to uplift me.