Hi, so I already know how this friend makes me feel, which is uncomfortable and disrespected, but I want to know if they are actually doing it on purpose. They have apologized to me, but we've been consistently running into issues like her lying to me and talking behind my back. 1. She aired out my relationship business to my friends, who told me, which is how I found out. 2. She told me she wasn't close with my "loser" ex (her words) and that she would always choose me in the end, only to switch up and say she actually got closer to him recently. (Didn't have to exaggerate her loyalty to me in the first place) 3. She told me my ex wasn't invited to her birthday party in advance, but then told me he was actually invited after I arrived. I wonder how many times it can just be a coincidence, not to mention she did similar things to another friend. They always come off as sweet, personable, and outgoing on the outside, and always come up to me and say hi/try to make conversation. They say they don't want to pick sides and that everyone is their best friend, so that does make me question my doubts. I guess I ultimately want to know whether or not to cut them out of my life - it is hard though because we share a lot of mutual friends.

From looking at the 7th house, I can see that Gemini, which is ruled by Mercury, is sitting in it. Mercury is in Aries in the 5th house indicates directness which confuses me because all of our conversations have either gone nowhere or been her giving excuses/redirecting the blame to something else. Or it could be the directness of her negativity at me, which sounds like a yes.

The ascendant being in Scorpio leads me to my representation as Aries Mars, which is fiery and confrontational. This has been true in the past. The moon is also in Libra, which feels like me still wanting to keep the peace.

Ultimately, I am leaning towards yes, she is doing this on purpose, but I could be wrong.

(repost because i didn't know how to make the chart)

Is my friend trying to put me down?