[TOMT][SONG][2010s] Song/MV about a girl escaping from a room of monitors?

I have this memory of a music video I found in the mid to late 2010s. It featured this girl in a room of purple or pink monitors stacked on eachother with crosses on the screens. It was an indie song and the singer was female. She wasn’t popular, as I don’t remember any of her other songs getting many views. I remember the video has clips of her outside having a picnic with stuffed animals and then baptizing them in a lake. I feel like there was also a clip of her praying at an altar with (possibly) a rosary in her hands. From what I remember, she had brownish curly/wavy hair and dark eyeshadow. She might’ve been wearing a white dress. I remember these specific lyrics too, “Will I be okay? Will I see your face?” I also remember it being pretty synthy. Please help. I need to kill my curiosity. Thanks!