I’m panicking at the fact my boyfriend keeps helping me with money whether I ask for help or just talk about my financial struggles.

I’m struggling right now usually what I ask for is little amounts not even big ones. He gave me a big $500 for to help me take a trip over there and for my dads insurance so I was able to see him and try to see how it’s going to be like moving over there. I don’t have a job right now and the little stuff I do get from him like $40 helps pay the bills but it’s not like every single day or every week I say anything.

I don’t even want to say anything anymore about my financial struggles or what I need cause I know he’ll automatically opt in to help me. I care so much about him to take care of himself more than me and I don’t mind not being taking care of. I just feel so bad and don’t want to take advantage or use someone I love. I don’t think I’m okay with it. I’m also panicking at the fact he’s helping me again.