bad rotation stories

creating this post in hopes to feel better about my current situation in peds.

i have been shadowing just about 100% of the time. 0 pimps, very minimal conversation. preceptor is nice but i'm not learning anything. almost all visits are well-checks. i'm standing doing nothing in-between patients because i dont have access to charts and i'm not allowed to have my laptop out. i'm not acknowledged by literally anyone there including the staff and overall just feeling useless