All my friends are starting to get into God and the Bible and religion in stuff because it’s the trend in my school rn

Im just annoyed that a very few people are actually doing to get a closer connection with God but I also others are doing it just to do it. Im Christian but only because thats the way I grew up and I do wanna haves closer connection to God but I really have no time nor the motivation. I really wanna try but it’s because I feel like I have a lot going on and it would help. Yet it would look like I’m just following the trend. Also my friends take it a bit to far today I said a cuss sword them got kinda judged for it as if they don’t also curse. I just don’t know what to do. Also I just feel like they have bible studies and stuff in the wrong places. For example my lunch table got completely token over at school because I was friends with them before this all started and now my table tableis a bible study table so I’m kinda forced to move if I don’t wanna be included. I just need some guidenesss on how to feel and if it’s justified or not. Also what to do to be more motivated