gross chicken parm i got after work sorry for the jumpscare. I think the chicken had that condition that chickens get which i looked up and said it was called "woody chicken" where their muscles harden and it makes the meat all gross and rubbery. thats what happened here so i spit some out and didnt eat most of the chicken. but anyway at least the spaghetti and bread was ok.

recently the job roles got changed up at work and i was told by my boss that him and the supervisor team are going back to taking over what i was doing for a while. then i come to find out that role was actually given to another coworker when i talked to them. idk if they lied or if it was just miscommunication but in a weird way it feels like i got "demoted" or like i was't doing good enough so they gave that stuff to someone else. which is sort of true regardless because ive been struggling with focusing and lack of energy recently. not feeling very motivated in general lately for various reasons. some days i wanna do better then its just like another day and nothing changes because i cant bring myself to change anything or do better. i just feel tired and distracted all the time.

ive been playing a lot of raft so i wanted to share my raft im building which looks cool to me (2nd picture)

job security stress and worry