24M - Need some happiness injected into my life

I'm from California (would be cool to hang out!), I do tile work, and I'm a mostly open-minded/non-judgmental person. I’m going through a rough mental period right now, so bear with me and sorry in advance while I work on myself.

Have some info:
\-Gamer. Recently haven’t really been interested in anything, but I try to make myself play Slay the Spire 2, the new HOMM game, and some more. (Personally love Fallout and Soulsborne but can nerd out over others)
\-I may try to write again. Dunno about what, it won’t be good, but I want to.
\-I’m trying to read more as well, so recommendations are welcome! Books or manga, either works.
\-I’m starting therapy soon. I’ve put it off too long and, not to get too deep publicly, my head is too overwhelming.
\-I enjoy alcohol, though it’s more of a vice.
\-I like the ocean, and many sea creatures. Although it’s more a passing interest.

If none of this interests you, uhhhhhhh I don’t blame you, I don’t have a lot going on in life.