How do yall feel about "black fatigue"?

Im in the south so I may hear it more than some others but most of the people who try to frame this "issue" think i would feel the same because I dont speak with AAVE. Most of the people that bring it up have never met a black person in their entire lives yet black people are taking up to much of their lives. I dont know about anyone else but I dont really think about white people like that, I only think about then when it comes to racism because they want to be the victim despite victimizing everyone else historically. I dont know im just done with a lot of things. Can't make to much money or else im stealing, cant go grocery shopping according to my roommate I was just "throwing things in the cart" all of it was for meals that will last a few days, spent 250 so no one would go hungry in the home I reside in but its not good enough. I make more than my roommates so I pay 2 times as much because, well because they feel entitled to my money. Im on va disability and I get paid once a month, within 4 days its pretty much gone buying shit for everyone else because if I dont the home becomes hostile... im done I dont know maybe im overthinking but damn I just want to leave.