me gets in car accident bc i was picking up friend but he seems to not gaf?

hello, so this morning I was driving to go pick up my friend so we could go to dunkin and study, but as i made it out my neighborhood, there's an intersection that I fucked up at. I was on the call with a family member, and they were giving me directions for some really complicated stuff that I had to use some brain cells to think for. and while I'm thinking I'm also making right turn on a red light with on coming traffic. In my head all I saw was the car infront of me got to go and so I followed. I fucked up and i didn't check the oncoming traffic at all.

First, I jsut want to say I'm taking full responsibility with this and I know I'm the one fucked up myself and not my friend. But it's just really hard for me to not think he's at any fault because if I didn't have to pick him up I would've went to the opposite way and this might've never happened. Showed up to school and he just ask if everything's ok and that's it. btw now my parents have to pay 1k for fixing my car and also 10k for next year's insurance becuase I'm still a teenager even though I'm turning 18 in june.

I did not tell my parents that I was picking up my friend and lied that I was acctually going to school, and thank god i did that bc when we got home my parents said if i were to go out bc i needed to pick up a friend they would've k**led me. (not literally but yea). DONT WORRY I'M NEVER GIVING ANYONE A RIDE AGAIN.

I dont know, i really dont know. I've given this friend multiple rides before and for him just to ask if everything's ok it's kind of underwhelming considering that I took this route just for him. I dont know, let me know.

UPDATE: all he did was just texting me back when i told him i got hit and he was like omg hope the car is ok are you serious don’t worry about picking me up … obviousfuckingly im not gonn fucking give a shit about picking you up i would fucking choose my car over your ass any fucking day. now i have to pay 10k and 1k extra because this mitherfucker always needs a fucing ride but guess what never fucking again!

he seems to not feel bad at all tbh. like geniuely bros still posting content on his socials like the least u could do is feel bad and seem you care.