accidentally almost said “love you” ending a phone call with my philanthropic np facilitator. i want to die (not really).

this is eating at me when it shouldn’t be. this happened hours ago after ending a call where my facilitator surveyed me about my experience in the council this past year. all i said was “bye lo- wait” and started laughing and he hung up. i texted him with an apology. gag. i just need people to tell me im not the only person that has ever done this.