Slept with my friend awhile back, kinda regret it.

Will be leaving out ages so this somehow doesn't get back to me in real life haha. Don't want to take that chance. Yes this is real.

I have been with my bf for a while now, and everything is great. Except before i met him, I was a top. He has tried to bottom for me but always complains about it hurting when i try getting just the head in. I hate that. Anyways, onto how i met this friend. We did a group activity with strangers(non sexual) and we just got along. We talked afterwards, and met up again for another activity(still non sexual). Skip forward a few months and me and the friend go out for drinks and have a nice time chatting. He took a ride to club, and so I offered to drop him off at home. We talked the way there, and when we pulled up i asked to go to the restroom in his place. We go up, i go to use the restroom and as I'm coming out from the restroom, he's bent over grabbing something off the floor and half his ass is out. I stare till he bends up and quickly look away. That's when i knew something was bound to happen. It was hairy and a nice bubble, exactly what i like. BUT NOTHING HAPPENS. I think he might have noticed tho cuz later that night he sends me a message simply asking if I'm a top or a bottom. I left him on read till the next day cuz i wasn't sure how to reply, it caught me off guard. Eventually i told him about the situation with my bf, and he straight up said "ill let you fuck me if you want". Again, caught off guard. I declined, said that's not the kind of person i am and whatnot.

(This is the sexual part) Skip to the weekend, we're hanging out watching a movie at his place. And again, he goes to bend over to wash his hands cuz he has a sorta tiny sink, and fuck that beautiful ass is showing again. Couldn't help it, i'm deprived of being a top and absolutely rock hard in the moment. As he walks back, he notices. He yanks down his shorts and undies, and goes to lay on his couch. Butt naked. Idk what came over me, but I go over and ask if i can sit down next to him and so there we are. His head on my lap, him butt naked. I start touching his body, caressing him. Making my way down to his crotch. He's rock hard. Not big but thick as fuck. I start stroking it, and he lets out a tiny moan. Told him let's go to his bed, and we do. I get naked, he takes off his shirt. We're making out, i start kissing his body. Making out with his nipples, sniffing his ripe pits(love em ripe). Make my way down to his cock, and immediately shove it down my throat. After a few minutes of that, I tell him to turn over. And that's when i lost it, went to town eating his hairy ass. Musta been down there for like 15 minutes just licking and tounge fucking him. Then he tells me to grab the lube that's on the table side, clearly he was ready for it happen. Damn fucker😂. We start fucking in every position possible. We even move locations. In front of bathroom mirror, riding me on the couch. And then i felt it. The need to cum. He was ready too. He kept riding me on the couch, and bam! He shot this HUGE load all over my chest and face. And i shot the biggest load inside of him. It was amazing. Something I hadn't done in years. We cuddled for a bit after. It was time for me to leave back home, and we hugged goodbye. Got to my car and the regret hit me hard. Got home, felt guilty just looking at my bf. Never told him, never hooked up with the friend again. Maybe i will soon, but my new job schedule is wack so not sure. Thanks for reading, been wanting to get this off my chest for a while now.