It's our caste fault that we're like this? I feel so sorry for my brothers
Even when we are little financially stable than before, my dad is still like that. Being angry on small things, using curse words loudly, not even thinkng that neighbors will hear it.
My little brother works so hard in family business but he gets shouted at even for small things. The things I've endured in the childhood.
Becoming angry even when doing small works, just finding way to shout. Now me too, whenever I feel anger I start cursing in my brain and also so many times i'm close to shouting in anger like my dad.
When I was a teen, I just told myself that I'll not have kids, this violent person coming to earth ends with me.
My dad's brother is same. Also my other relatives are either drunkard or cheaters and angry like this.
I'm just done at this point. I can't even leave home cause I still have to get a job as well as take care of brothers and mom.
I close my both ears and eyes when dad is shouting outside. The things like if he have to do work, he becomes angry at everyone, when there's slight inconvience, he just starts crashing out.
He really wants to show damai ko beura to everyone? I am so ashamed of it. I can't think of anything that my dad is like this, only this caste thing and I believe it's true, so many other damai in my place also is violent or drunk and ruined.
It's in my blood too now, I have to control myself to not shout like my dad nowdays and it's keep getting worse.
My little brother got shouted so badly today just for not talking loudly in phone.
Posted May 1, 2026, 3:47 AM UTC