My grandpa touched me when I was younger and sometimes I touch myself thinking about it (26 FTM)

We don’t talk anymore because he’s extremely conservative but I remember we used to share a bed often when I was younger and there was a night he slipped his hands in my panties and rubbed my clit for a little while.

I remember being so scared I froze. I remember also being extremely wet the rest of that night. I’ve had other encounters with him until I was old enough to want to sleep alone (14). I hate how wet it makes me to think of him finally fucking me.

Now I’m a young man who loves getting used by older men.old habits I guess. DM if you want details or want to use me too.