Struggling.

I lost my little dog just before this year. He was only 6 but developed mast cell cancer. There are 3 other family members in my house and they have all moved on naturally as Sammy was my dog not theirs. It’s incredibly isolating. I miss him so much. I am ashamed to admit I feel oddly angry about my dog dying. I just needed to vent I guess. My dog was the absolute love of my life. He really was the best dog ever. I miss him snuggling every morning. He was a little rescue. A mini schnauzer and mini Aussie mix. It’s been 4 months which is both long and short. I have good days but then days where the grief just hits so hard.