May I relapse today? It will be no one's fault. It's just how I cope with sadness.

I just want to know that everything will be ok, to accept that sometimes to be ok you need to make tough decisions.

I don't want to die. I don't have anyone specific in my life to die. Honest.i don't want anyone to think it's there fault it's how I cope, pain is how I cope.

I might fail people that are still around me, I'm worried I could die.

I don't want to be just my assigned gender. I want to be a good person.

Just today please?