31 [M4F] #LosAngeles #Online - The light inside is broken but I still work.

I'm not actually a mood killer despite the title/post, I'd just like to find someone that relates to or accepts a "Kinda dead inside but still wants to try" type of attitude. I'd like to think I can be pretty supportive when friends share problems and try to get them out of negative thinking. This might be a bit of a weird and aimless post btw but hope you have fun reading it anyways.

If it matters I'll send a photo, but I'm Hispanic, 5'5" and skinny/average, long hair, keep my face shaven. I'm into games, play most kinds of things but mostly single player games on PC. Once in a while I'll take up a creative project which could take lots of different forms. I try to work out 3-5 times a week because I don't wanna go back to being out of shape lol, it feels bad to get tired quickly. Honestly I'm not very exciting most of the time, though it would be nice to have someone to talk about the times something cool that I think is exciting does end up happening. I prefer staying in and planning things than going out all the time or doing things spontaneously, but there are times where I think it would be fun to go somewhere.

I'm not looking for anyone super specific, I'd rather someone that thinks/feels similar to me on important things and have fun talking with about almost anything. In my ideal future with someone, I'd be a house husband (cleaning the house would make a decent light workout on rest days) but would be open to getting a part time if extra money is needed for bills/food. We'd get a house/apartment/shack with separate rooms for each other. That way we'd have our own spaces for our interests or however we wanna decorate, but trade off where we feel like sleeping together. Would also help when we need to get sleep for whatever reason and don't wanna disturb each other (I end up moving throughout the night). I don't want any kids and I'm 200% sure I'm not going to change my mind because I've felt like this since I was a teen. Preferably no pets either, just to be able to focus on other things better. If you're someone that hates kids or animals though, I don't think we'd get along.

Hard No's:

Not Single

Not 100% sure they don't want kids

Would ignore health recommendations from a professional

Tobacco/hard drugs

Bonuses:

Close in age

Like similar/same things

I don't know what'll actually end up coming out of this (if anything lol), but if I sound like someone you or someone you know would like talking to or would get along with please reach out. Hit me with some hard/real questions about something that would be a deal breaker for you, it'll probably lead to a real conversation and I like talking about most things. If you end up wanting to stop talking for whatever reason that's cool too, just let me know because it sucks to have people disappear without knowing why. If you ended up reading this whole thing even though you have no intention of talking, I genuinely appreciate it.