Depressed/No Confidence

I know this may sound dumb but i got a neck tattoo 3 months agos in atime where i was deporessed and i got it impaulsively i fukin hate it. I dread waking uo every morning ,going to work , being anywhere in public i dont recoginze myself. I was a person who had alot of confidence before this and now its all down the drain im a compeltetly different person i dont act /talk the way i used to. I feel like a fukin idiot with it