I don’t understand my feelings of wedding anxiety

My fiancé (33M) and I (28F) are planning a 2027 wedding and I feel really dumb for my feelings.

Im extremely lucky and grateful that my parents are paying for the wedding. They’ve also been helpful, understanding, and keep reminding me that it’s our wedding and we can do whatever we want (as long as we stay in budget of course).

Here’s my dilemma. EVERYTHING IS SO EXPENSIVE! As soon as you put the word wedding in front of something..all of the sudden it’s double the price! We’re not over budget or even close to over budget, but we have spent a lot so far and all We’ve done is the venue, food, alcohol, photographer, and entertainment.

While we’re looking at prices and stuff, we’re always under budget, but once we put in the amount in the budget spread sheet, I start freaking out! Maybe it’s because I’m not used to seeing such a large number? I shouldn’t be feeling this way, right?? I just feel so dumb feeling like this!